Saturday, December 12, 2009

Let the Holy Spirit Guide

So I am going to get a little personal. After I had Keatyn I went back to Job#1 (TKJ)(that I love) at 5 weeks. It was hard and I was real busy. My poor Taylek was spending more time with Dora, Diego, and Sponge Bob than his mom. Than a month later I was scheduled to go back to the Hospital, job #2 (that I love) despite how busy I had been with job #1. I started to get a lot of anxiety to be working both jobs with my family. I decited to pray and fast for the strength to help me do this at least until Matty was hired in the Fall of 2010. All the promptings I was recieving was that I needed to quit job #1 and have faith that everything would work out. I did not want to believe that this was what I needed to do. I logically could not think of any way we could servive financially with out wiping out our savings, if I quit. Besides I was praying for strength to do both jobs, not to know if I should quit one. So I asked Matty for a blessing to help me know what to do. In the blessing he said that I needed to listen to the Lord and have faith all will work out. So with faith I went into job #1 and let them know I would be leaving. (my last day is in 3 days). I have been nervous at times but I am constantly reminded that if Heavenly Father would ask me to do it than we will be okay. A few days after I made this decision, Matty was called into the Principals office at the school he is tutoring at and was asked if he wanted to be considered to be hired as a student teacher. This would make it so that he would be payed through his student teaching. He was evaluated last tuesday and has an interview this tuesday. I don't know how it will work out but I know that what ever happens, our Heavenly Father has his hand in it. I am so thankful we are given personal inspiration and revalation. I also know that my Faith is growing daily as I make decisions with Heavenly Father.

1 comment:

Jensen Family said...

Choices in life are hard, I'm so glad that you get to be with your little ones more.